feel so long time haven't open this blog , had happen many thing and i never try , i try to accept but sometime they never give any chance for me , i want to give up but i can't , i must take care myself , and think my future....

its hard for me to make choice , God! i hope u give me a good way , i really need to....My dear parent , feel so sorry that i still cant give any promise..seriously....i would like to say that i really scare about my future and i'm useless....i want a hug and love then tell me that " pls dun scare!because u have me..." 

i still waiting that guy....